Am I in a frozen World?

3.5.06

Capital Waiting.
dont make me wait, that will allow me to think.

The clock strikes 22. You can hear the siren of the boat announcing he will part, leaving me behind. The ringing of the church's bells is missing or just lost in the distance. Sitted down on the ground, saturated of al the other times I was kept waiting, I hear some girls voice talking about het hopes and singng about a perfect relacion. A smirk grows in my(oh so dreadful)self.
"Maybe you should dream that much and stop those pitiful relacions of yours" my mean conscience talks and I ignore while feeling the air around me. Alone as always no mater in which crowd I hold my knees tight and look in the horizont for my forever late friend. The busses go passing by the parking lots, coming and going without leaving her. I, Sick of that car filled desert I go trought everyday, I figure how it looks more beautiful and, yet, more damgerous at night. I grow weary and in a cliche atitude I stare at the full moon wondering the best way to end what I have and find real passion. Yeh... Passion. I've lost it to Him and He still owns it. That sleezy slave bastard, you can easely notice my tenderness toward him still exists. A 7 arrives and I get up. "Damn her if she is not here, alone time doesn me no good and she should know it". A dark dressed girl full of make-up is spotted by my eyes and I run to her screaming but happy as e ver for finally being with my stupid best friend. Together, we step into the real night where I can forget and drown all those thoughts.

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Nilaratowen froze in time on 5/03/2006