Am I in a frozen World?

17.2.05

Voices

"Cut your wrists" I hear a snake like voice. Why? I'm happy with my life, I can't see any reason to commit suicide. "I want to know how does it feel like... Let your blood flow, let it become one with the water", it answers me, "make it worth gold, pay it with your most valuable good. Give your life for your blood. Lose both to be finally calm", in my head those words keep echoing.

Nilaratowen froze in time on 2/17/2005

8.2.05

People

People are so focus on people that they hardly see the beauty of your world. I know that one day, when i ask "Do you want to come with me, i'm going to the beach to look at the stars?" someone will talk back "I know no (pop)star is going to a beach party tonight. Didn't even know there was a beach party". What I am saying is that the best part of my world is the nature itself. Nature is always praticing and getting better, it is like a child trying to please his parents, such way that each runrise has a diferent colour and a diferent impact, nature is the best artist I've ever had the chance to admire and still you dont give it credit enough. I understand, the art of someone is only valuable when that someone is dead, probably Nature's art will only be admired by, you, all when she's away, the problem is: her art is not printed nor to sell.

Nilaratowen froze in time on 2/08/2005

7.2.05

Here I am, as always, sitted in front of the computer watching comic tv shows and thinking about my life (that sucks) and reading my old posts and your comments. I feel I have to thank you, I'm with no imagination, my writting does have the feeling I want to give anymore. I started a story about a fallen angels today, at the boart. Actually, I had the story on my mind since yesterday night, but I was to lazy to get up and start writting, that means I lost most of my ideas. Anyway, not that is any new, ( DAH DAH ) i'm in wub. ( Ha-ha! ) And I'm also tired so goodbye.

Nilaratowen froze in time on 2/07/2005